I'm feeling better now.
I got things done today. A few things were pretty overdue, putting prices up for the yarns officialy. I had to correct them too since apparently I severly overcharged for one and undercharged for all the others. I ordered new business cards and a few other things the business really needs. I need to find the adresses of a bunch of customers we've already had in. This is going to take a bit of research. Maybe I can spend my evenings doing that for a few days. God knows I wont be able to get it done if I have Elly and Peter around. I sorted Jillian's present out, and even wrote down the instructions... vauge and kinda... unorganised though they might be. I need a bit of practice doing things like that, but I'm hoping she'll get the gist. If not I can show her, or explain. Elly got something for Todd too though I dunno how much he'll like it. I just kinda thought maybe it'd be handy for when he has to travel. Actualy I need to get one for Ku too. I actualy meant to but I forgot at the time. He might have to wait till after Christmas though. Mrs Dennis is getting something English. I really don't know what kinda stuff she likes, I thought maybe something foreign might be interesting at least.

Elly's throwing a tantrum right now. It's ok though. It's slowly turned from me not having a good day or two to her having a shitty day. So I know how she feals and when we get home in a few minutes she can have a nap and get a fresh start for this evening.

I know a lot of problems are just a point of view, perception, etc. I can change how things are just by not letting shit bother me. I know I have some very good friends still. People who may not always be there because lets face it; shit happens. But who will be there for quite a while to come.

I am grateful... when I remember to be.

Thank you.