Fade (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} bladeville) wrote,@ 2008-02-10 17:54:00 |
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Elly the drummer
So I watched Elly playing the drums. Very enthusiastically pausing only momentarily to flip over one of her drums and take an imaginary sip from what she perceives momentarily to also be a cup. I mull over the idea that if she really wanted to be a drummer and made sure to practice often I'd probably get her a drum kit to follow her interests. And I suddenly think. You fucking hypocrite.
I'm going to get my ass in gear and see if I can still do that art class that mum already paid off ages ago. I'm tired of thinking of myself as a lazy piece of crap who does absolutely fucking nothing for our future. Should see if I can at least do that while I've got no money. At least get in under my belt.
So I watched Elly playing the drums. Very enthusiastically pausing only momentarily to flip over one of her drums and take an imaginary sip from what she perceives momentarily to also be a cup. I mull over the idea that if she really wanted to be a drummer and made sure to practice often I'd probably get her a drum kit to follow her interests. And I suddenly think. You fucking hypocrite.
I'm going to get my ass in gear and see if I can still do that art class that mum already paid off ages ago. I'm tired of thinking of myself as a lazy piece of crap who does absolutely fucking nothing for our future. Should see if I can at least do that while I've got no money. At least get in under my belt.
